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土曜日, 11月 7

冻九死我啦。。。

真还冻九死我啦



今天的温度是零度



十分冷



那么冷,真的是找鬼来这里

最竟我觉得我自己好像没有那么容易生气。特别是对Nick。有可能(大可能)是因为他已经接受了结果。
我觉得他现在对我比较真和坦白。只希望他不会变心。

Last week was Halloween. My sushi outfit was a completely failure.. I guess I should not have been so ambitious. Well, the plan was to wear a 'sushi' on the center of my t-shirt but.. the イクラ寿司 looked a bunch of eggs.. =(



so i ended up as a classical mummy.. it was fun walking around Edinburgh in a t shirt and short with only toilet paper as my jacket (luckily it didn't rain that day).



Oh and i had Haggis pizza!!! it was not as bad as everyone proclaims it to be. maybe because of the cheese..

日曜日, 10月 18

Histrionic Personality Disorder

Psychiatry 101

Today I would like to introduce this term 'histrionic personality disorder'.

People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers.

Causes: unknown but childhood traumatic experiences have been implicated.

Their symptoms consist of:
* Exhibitionist behavior.
* Constant seeking of reassurance or approval.
* Excessive dramatics with exaggerated displays of emotions.
* Excessive sensitivity to criticism or disapproval.
* Inappropriately seductive appearance or behavior.
* Excessive concern with physical appearance.
* A need to be the center of attention.
* Low tolerance for frustration or delayed gratification.
* Rapidly shifting emotional states that may appear superficial or exaggerated
* Tendency to believe that relationships are more intimate than they actually are.
* Making rash decisions. (Wikipedia)

Now doesn't these symptoms sound familiar?!






This is my home-made pesto spaghetti with grilled chicken. I so so so love the pesto sauce~~ yummmmmmm

altho.. can't compare with



yummmm.. some seared salmon pasta with mentaiko sauce in Coffee Connoisseur!

木曜日, 10月 15

Ken Seng ....

Nick just called me 'Ken Seng' ... my heart is bleeding..
That asexual plant!! ...

Dirty Sam always called me tat too...

Friends...kononlah...

Lub Dub~~

Today was a glorious day. My 1st cardiac thoracic surgery observation. It was valve replacement for a severe infective endocarditis. The moment I saw the open chest with a large beating heart in front of me, I was so grateful that my heart is normal. As many would have known by now that surgery was never my thing. Last night, I even thought that I am going to dread the surgery session as I know peanuts about the case and procedures.

However, the moment I saw the beating heart stopped as it was being connect to the heart lung machine and from a still heart back to a beating heart, I realized how surreal the operation was. At the moment, I truly felt that surgeons are being God at that moment (no wonder they are paid so ungodly!). And the anesthesiologist is like the King of the floor. Every little thing goes through him. 'Fluid! Heparin! O2! Go get your coffee break now!' So peeps, don't piss your anesthesiologist!!!





This is my homemade tempura set. I had severe craving for Japanese tempura after 1 month being here. So I decided to made my own.. as I knew that the ones here are most likely to be expensive rubbish. It was aubergine, mushroom and prawn tempura. I had to use the Korean batter as they dont have the japanese one.... and...no tempura sauce too...so I used honey mustard sauce.
でもトテモうれしいです〜

金曜日, 10月 9

EBI TEMPUURRAAA!!

ARGGHHHH... a month has passed since I last had proper japanese food! I am dying for a ebi tempura now!! I am contemplating of getting a deep fryer..

Did ballroom 101 this week! It was amazingly fun!! Very crowded but I at least my posture was correct~ probably due to my years of yoga =)

but I still want my ebi tempura T____T



This is one of the best lamb I have ever eaten to date... It was from a place called Max's place.. very nice!! yummmmm

水曜日, 9月 23

Gastro-orchestra

I don't know if it's because of the cold weather here or the asian students are not eating enough but in today's lecture, I heard sooo many stomach growls before lunch and AFTER lunch. It's astonishing...

Later in the evening, I went to the Japanese Society at 8pm, which had its 'society gathering' in a local pub. I was crossing my fingers and thinking 'oh..this is probably a one off thing, whereby the "welcoming party" is in the pub'. Hence being a true Japanese, I was at the pub at 745pm... And not wanting to be a weirdo there, I went to a nearby cafe and had coffee instead (oh i just finished gym, didn't shower & haven't had dinner yet). Around 8.04 I walked over and found a group of Japanese in a corner of the pub, drinking Guinness....

Still refusing to be skeptical, I tried talking to the people there. A few Japs had very good English, the rest was too involved within their own convo. In the end, I talked most of my 1hr there to 2 angmou guys (which is very ironic! 0_o)!!!!

And I found that, they usually do 'this' every week and they sort of chill out, drink and mingle amongst themselves till 1am!!! Rather disappointing for a 'Japanese culture' society...

Although I really hate lame ass icebreaking games, but sitting quietly made me missed the good'ole shoukai (introduction). I won't mind even a goukon!! Even the president was reluctant to do an official welcome...

So after an hour, I left.. and I was thinking, was my Japanese so bad till I can't communicate with them or am I just introverted now?

This is because even in the medical school, I find it rather odd and difficult for me to strike a conversation with the other Malaysians. The strange thing is that I can start conversation easier with the angmous now. And in general, people here are kinda laid back and less interesting. Whoopie...

And the wind was freaking strong...



Me doing a jumping Buddha (special thanks to Ian for teaching me this pose!!)

月曜日, 9月 21

Skype!!!

Skype is like the world's most wonderful thing ever made for LDR!! So now people like me, dont have to sing tat stupid "Delilah" song!!

Its pretty late now, 2am..

I am going to sleep soon. Was watching a movie called "Permanent Resident" just now.
[http://www.lovehkfilm.com/reviews_2/permanent_residence.html]

The main actor is cute but that's not the point here.
I had a lot of flashback of my personal experiences from that movie. Experiences that till this day, I never really got the truth from.

Then I began to wonder, why is that gay men are so eager to watch gay themed movies? Even knowing that most of these movies have melancholy plots and sad endings!!!
I cant remember how many gay themed movies I have watch till now.

But while I was at the gym this morning, I suddenly remembered my 1st gay themed movie... it was Bishonen (http://www.lovehkfilm.com/reviews_2/bishonen.htm).. I remembered how my sister bought it last time when we were in HK and smuggled it back home.. hahaha that was funny. I guess for me, that movie gave a lot of insight on the complications of a gay man's life (and man, Daniel Wu is freaking hot!!). Every time I watched it, I always hoped that the ending would change...

I guess for me, I kept watching gay themed movies because I am not satisfied with the endings.... and I wont stop till I find one with the perfect ending. =)

So Directors, Bring It on!!!

p/s -ya was a bit emo at this post